Good Morning!

Man one week into the blog and I am already slacking on it... Just like everything else it seems in my life. Okay, okay not really everything in my life but man when it comes to cleaning it's the same.... Why must have to clean????? Isn't this suppose to be the now at the time where we have machines that do ALL the cleaning??? Ya know personal robots and stuff.... Man people were way off about year 2000... I am disappointed. I don't even have a stinking flying car yet! What when I am 90 I will finally get one? It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have three kids who manage to turn my nicely clean house into a tornado in the matter of 2.5 seconds flat! It's really amazing you should watch it in action one day :)

So let's see what's on my mind today......

Well I guess I could talk about men... I tend to get things in spurts in my life.... Weight gain just spurts on me, the house just turns into the tornado all at once, crap that wants to go wrong all wants to happen at once AND why should it be any different with men?
I will go say a month with out having a guy seem interested in me.... And then wham I will have like 3 the next month... Not that I am complaining or anything. Just too many choices lol..... Then I have to keep up with who I said what to? Which I had to make note to self about that.... Watch out which porn stories you want to tell to which guy??? J/k....

Anyways I have had a few "pop-ups" recently I think that is what I am going to call them LOL...
I had one that was from June, though he pops up once in a while. We tend to do short little messages ya know the simple Hi and then Hi and then nothing again for a couple months LOL.... Then I had one guy that seemed interested... I was actually interested in him. Then well I thought I scared him away (may have and he just likes us crazy cancer girls LOL). And then out of no where he comes back in... Then I had one that I had lots of fun with a while back pop back in as well...

So we have guy who just likes to say hi... We had guy who I thought I scared off.. Who to my surprise messaged me like two weeks ago (my darn phone wasn't working so I didn't get it right away) but all is good... We meet up, have a nice time and well I think he is gone again lol.... Then the guy who was lots of fun was suppose to come over this weekend but well... I cancelled that one. It's not that he isn't fun he is... Just.... I want more, not from him just more in general... Being with people who don't care about you, or you don't care about them just leaves me feeling bad and feeling like something is still missing. So thought it was best to just not go there this weekend. Though I do hope he still sticks around friend wise :)

It would be nice to actually find someone who wants to spend time with me the way I want to spend time with them... Some one to go out with and just have fun. I miss fun.... My life these days just don't seem very fun... What was I thinking when I said I wanted to grow up? So this blog tended to turn in a direction I wasn't planning to go... So much for funny LOL....

Well my phone here at work is ringing like mad and won't shut up... I keep telling it to but it's just not listening to me so I guess I should answer it.... I will try to talk to you peeps laters!