Lost my job

Well my friends I lost my job last week, ON TOP of been SO sick... Ended up going to the hospital last night because of it... All is well so I won't be on too much in the process of looking for a job but I will try to write sometime this week ;)

Was MIA

Well as you noticed there was no blog entry yesterday, not because I was lazy or just really busy at work? No, It was because I was DYING! Seriously or I felt I was.... It all started at around midnight, now wait back up it started earlier then that I guess around 7pm.... I was what I felt was getting hungry so I thought I want one of those Denny's Apple crisps? So I go to Denny's but then think when I get there that maybe I should have some real food first. Thinking that I do have kids and even though they are not with me what lesson am I teaching them???? (None I guess since they are not with me, but it was good in theory). So I order a Buffalo chicken sandwhich. Which was really good btw..... I ate my sandwhich while emailing a friend on my phone and trying not to look at the three guys across the way who are acting like they are not looking at me but turn their heads quickly when I look at them.... It was quiet annoying but I delt with it. By this time I am stuffed and no room from my apple crisp... Sigh.... And it was what I came there for... So anyways....

After dinner ALONE, I head home. Once I get home my tummy starts acting funny... I think at first that I am still hungry??? But how could that be? I mean this sandwhich was HUGE and I ate all of it and felt totally stuffed LOL.... I proceed to go to bed. Then all the sudden after sleeping for about an hour, I start feeling this tight piercing pain in my stomach, the room is spinning and I instantly wake up. OMG I am going to be sick.... I do one of those fast walks where you are too scared to run but yet you don't want to walk either. I get into the bathroom and I it appears my senses have enlightened with this new ray of stabbing tummy pain... I can now spell every little smell in my bathroom. I have the pine cleaner stuff is the first thing that I smell and I begin to feel the chuncks come to my throat. Then I smell the toliet (with out my head even near it mind you) and it then goes.... At first I am thinking OMG how is there SO much I only had a freaken Sandwhich!!!! For lunch was just a hot pocket! Geez..... But it kept going and going.... Everytime I swallowed well it didn't stay long until I believe I saw the remains of my entire low intestines in the toliet (sorry graphic I know).... Which by then I am also thinking if I knew this was how my sandwhich was going to end up, I would of saved the 8 bucks for something else (pepto maybe?) who knows... Such a waste of a good sandwhich.... Oh btw I am never eating a Buffalo Chicken Sandwhich again, that or the chicken strips period (which has been added to the list of Almonds ugh.... I shutter to even say the word!) BLAH! Just isn't so tasty come back up! I then now do the slow walk back to my bedroom. To then be woken up every hour for the next 4 hours with things flying out of places that well should just not happen at least not in the way it was LOL.....

I think for a moment that maybe I will be okay and still go to work... But by 4 am and having to be up for work in 2 hours I realise there is no way I am making it to work!!!! I call in at 6am leave a message with my supervisior. And head to sleep again.... I have to say after tomorrow I think I need a switch in brands of toliet paper because right now my ass hates freaken toliet paper (though it's grateful to still have something LOL or I am at least)......

Luckly I go my ex to get the kids which I was so thankful for :) AND he is suppose to get them THIS Saturday AND Sunday.... Which normally I would be SO excited because I NEVER get the weekends off of the kids (well I use to get at least Sundays but for the past month I haven't really even got that) But never a Saturday unless I normally pay someone to watch them so I can go out. So I finally get a Saturday and I have NO plans!!!! I am going to be so freaken BORED! Everyone is busy with stuff.... ugh.... Not that I am complaining by having the day off, I am not I am thankful... Just wish I had something to do while having that day off... And doing crap around the house or "relaxing".... I want to do something, go somewhere but that isn't even fun ALONE!!!!! Sigh.....

So there it is my day yesterday :) Hope you enjoyed and I hope it wasn't too graphic lol.

Morning Radio

Hello my fellow friends, First I must say DANG is it COLD outside... I am sure some of you peeps are from up north and you are thinking cold??? This is some shorts wearing weather (okay so you wouldn't say that so hick like) but you get the drift. To us Texans who are use to having 100 degree weather and then one day it goes to 40 that's COLD man! Okay so the weather the day before was like 90 or something but still... That's a difference! So I was home yesterday with my sick son. The night before I snuggled them all to bed, decided to call a friend and low and behold my son starts crying. I go into his room just expecting to calm him down to see he threw up all over himself! Sigh.... I HATE throw up, but I manage to clean it all up with one hand while talking on the phone before I let my caller go lol.... Was up til 2 am. Needless to stay we stayed home yesterday. Hence no blog entry.

So on to the topic Morning Radio :) on my way to work I usually listen to the radio and usually it's a bunch of talking. If it wasn't for the crew of 106.1 being entertaining enough that I don't change the channel most of the time, that's what I listen to. So on my way to work this morning in horrid traffic. TWO wrecks this morning!!! Ugh.. People should learn how to drive LOL.... (I say this and I had a fender bender not too long ago because I was texting at a stop light) LOL NOTE TO SELF: don't text and drive! Okay back to the morning radio... So they were talking about Dancing with the stars. Now I don't watch this show... I am usually too into my shows I watch on Channel 11 (things like how I met your mother, and two in a half men) I like to laugh. But anyways I get the gest of the show, and you see the highlights on tv so what's the point in watching I say.

So 106.1 is really into getting Mark Cuban to win because they like him but apparently he is suppose to be one of the worst dancers on the show. But because he has "heart" and works really hard the show is trying to get their listeners to make all these email accounts so that they can vote a zillion times for Mark to keep him on the show. Now this really bugs me! Not that I have anything agaisn't Mark, I am sure he is a great guy. But he made the CHOICE to go on the show. No one made him. He wanted to knowing that he sucks, knowing that he had some hip replacement... So it's like uh, well your loss dude. Isn't the purpose to vote for the people who do the BEST... Not try their best????? I mean like with American Idol, can you imagin letting through the people who sucked just because they had the heart and tried really hard? Nope they get laughed at and sent home and repeaditly laughed out now because of the wonderful American Idol rewind lol... So what because he has a lot of money people should feel for him? Uh no! You entered a DANCE COMPETITION either you got it or you don't! Anyways, I don't even watch the show so I shouldn't care LOL.... I just got annoyed listening to that on the radio.

American What????

So I went to karaoke last night with a friend... Now if anyone knows me they know I LOVE TO SING... It's my thing.... Heaven forbid you get into my car because either you will have to deal with me singing to every single song on the radio (whether or not I know all the words, I know how to improvise) OR you miles well bring ear plugs.... What? I am not going to stop my normal habits so you can sing in the car too LOL... Oh yes which brings me to another thing, don't sing over me. It annoys me when I can't hear myself... If I don't let my 7 yr old sing with me when singing Jesus Loves Me then why would I let you?

So back to karaoke.... So if you are my friend you also know that I really want to go on American Idol (almost tried out this year as well but couldn't take off of work). So I get up there and the first song I do is Give Me One Good Reason by Tracy Chapman. Which I will say myself I sing pretty well. I even got lots of claps :) I wasn't even that nervous for some reason :).... Complete 180 on the second song. I was so pumped to do this song and the second it starts I start to choke... Not literal (like choking on food) but I SUCK MAN... I love this song, I NAIL this song at home. I have even been told at times that I can sound just like her (of course if you have watched American idol you will notice apparently some friends DO lie...) but taking that into consideration, and then ignoring it... Say my friends are right.... So picture this....

I am standing on stage, with this little black chair next to me I use to brace me... I start to sing and at first I am thinking man I hate the mic... You just sound so different to you on the mic. I guess more so like when you hear a recording of yourself... By which I heard my voice mail message the other day on the phone, man, I sound weird.... Okay anyways, song starts and all the sudden, my throat feels like it's getting tighter and tighter. I can't hit the notes like I normally can and then my legs decided to this retarded shaking thing like leg convulsions or something... Which then lead to my whole body to shake. I then have to sit down at this point (which makes the singing worse) OMG I thought to myself American Idol????I freaken want to try out for American Idol and I can't even sing in front a few people who some were moderately already intoxicated, a place where they had ducky shower curtains for the doors to the stalls (yes you read that right... We now know it as the ducky room)... Just a pause a minute though I must talk about this bathroom.

Okay so I have to pee, I have tried to hold this in for a while because I despise public bathrooms, ESPECIALLY ones at bars! But it had been over an hour now since I had the urge and crossing my legs tightly is no longer working. The only other option was to just let it go and pee on myself which I was not about to do. So I go into the bathroom. First thing you see is these white SHOWER curtains with a duckies in a bubble bath... I am like ooookkkayyy.... Whatever, I have to pee so I will deal with the curtain. I get to the stall which was the SMALLEST stall ever.... My KNEES were TOUCHING the curtains.... I had to hold both sides not to mention when someone walked in because you know what happens when the door opens?????? Guess? Just guess? It BLOWS the curtain! Not really wanting to flash someone while on the toilet (trying to be considerate here) I hold it and pray that when I am done and at the wiping processes NO ONE OPENS THE FREAKEN DOOR to come into the bathroom...

Anyways, so aside from the "ducky room" I sang my song and was terribly disappointed with myself.... sigh... BUT all is not lost... Just made me realise that I need to practice WAY more which means more Karaoke (which I am not opposed too lol).... I swear though if I was that nervous in front of that crowd.... I am afraid of what I will do ON American Idol?????? I think I will pass out or something ever time I set forth on stage (which wouldn't I would assume keep me on the show long LOL).... All in all though I had a great night. Didn't get home until 3 am at which I woke up 30 mins late this morning but still managed to only be 15 mins late to work! Sigh, oh well it was worth it. I haven't been out in 6wks so I needed it even if I am about to fall over this morning in my chair here at work lol.

So if you may please feel free to post you most karaoke experience????

Hello my fellow bloggers!

So how are things today??? Well for me they are going okay... Other then calling the school today... Apparently my daughter missed a total of three days of school (because she got sent home from being sick and was told she couldn't come back until the fever was gone) well I forget the stupid note, and now they want me to take a parenting class... HOWEVER the two classes they had ONE was for the day after they WROTE the letter (not sent it) and the second was for today the day AFTER I was suppose to have the class, now explain to me how I was suppose to do that????????? urgh.... I swear. You would think that my child missed loads of days or they didn't know in the first place WHY they were gone??????? anyways.... But it's all good I am sure I will figure something out with them. Still it's just a hassle.

So I am fianlly kid free for two days (well one more day my ex got the kids last night) he hasn't had them in 8 days and boy was I needing my break! It's not that I don't want my kids, but when you are use to things a certain way and then things change it really throws you off not to mention my kids. Since my ex got this new job he can't stick to the schedule that we had with the kids, so needless to say things have not been fun. But hopefully that will work itself out soon. I am hopeful :)

Other then that not too much to report.... Saw an article today about how it might be good for a job to allow swearing. I thought yeah that's real professional! I don't know... Not to say I have never said a swear word, I have said plenty lol but at work, I guess it's more there is a time and place if at all type thing. I think that there are just better ways to talk then to curse sometimes. Especially in the work place. But hey that's just my opinion.

Well I guess that's all for now sorry the blog is a little on the boring side, personally I am feeling a little icky today so....

A Few More Thoughts

So I was outside on my break and thinking about child abuse... You constantly hear about a child who has been abused or well, even killed these days. It got me thinking... Okay so I think I have a solution... I was going to write about this tomorrow but then I will forget and won't write about it and then the next day I will be like ah man I was going to write about that, and well the cycle will just continue...So you get to read an extra blog today.

Back to solutions.... Okay so your kid is getting on your nerves, which anyone who has kids can honestly say that yes this does happen and if you say your kid doesn't either you are complete denial or you must have a really good kid and I need your number to know what to do??? In the meantime I say okay so your kids totally getting on your nerves, your blood is boiling to the point you feel like you are about to blow a gasket... Never fear... For Misty is here... It's really simple.... Just lock yourself in the bathroom, you can bring one of those stress squeezy things (though I never have those my children would lose it or something) go into the bathroom.... Lock the door.... and SCREAM.... Now don't beat, hit, or do anything destructive to yourself in this time (this is where the stress ball might come in handy) okay so you scream. You do this until your children are quiet... Now this is important the next piece of information... YOU MUST COME OUT OF THE BATHROOM ONCE THE KIDS ARE QUIET! Why you ask??? Because if they are quiet, that means they are doing something they shouldn't... Which now that I think about it might put you back into the bathroom for more screaming.... Hmmmm... Well maybe we can put the kid in the bathroom.. No, that won't work that would be neglect.... Hummmm..... Well... let me think about this a little more on this little plan I have and I will just get back to you on this one... Until then just put your pillow and blanket in the bathroom because you might have to hang out there most of the day until I can figure out a better solution... Have a happy evening lol :)

Good Morning!

Man one week into the blog and I am already slacking on it... Just like everything else it seems in my life. Okay, okay not really everything in my life but man when it comes to cleaning it's the same.... Why must have to clean????? Isn't this suppose to be the now at the time where we have machines that do ALL the cleaning??? Ya know personal robots and stuff.... Man people were way off about year 2000... I am disappointed. I don't even have a stinking flying car yet! What when I am 90 I will finally get one? It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have three kids who manage to turn my nicely clean house into a tornado in the matter of 2.5 seconds flat! It's really amazing you should watch it in action one day :)

So let's see what's on my mind today......

Well I guess I could talk about men... I tend to get things in spurts in my life.... Weight gain just spurts on me, the house just turns into the tornado all at once, crap that wants to go wrong all wants to happen at once AND why should it be any different with men?
I will go say a month with out having a guy seem interested in me.... And then wham I will have like 3 the next month... Not that I am complaining or anything. Just too many choices lol..... Then I have to keep up with who I said what to? Which I had to make note to self about that.... Watch out which porn stories you want to tell to which guy??? J/k....

Anyways I have had a few "pop-ups" recently I think that is what I am going to call them LOL...
I had one that was from June, though he pops up once in a while. We tend to do short little messages ya know the simple Hi and then Hi and then nothing again for a couple months LOL.... Then I had one guy that seemed interested... I was actually interested in him. Then well I thought I scared him away (may have and he just likes us crazy cancer girls LOL). And then out of no where he comes back in... Then I had one that I had lots of fun with a while back pop back in as well...

So we have guy who just likes to say hi... We had guy who I thought I scared off.. Who to my surprise messaged me like two weeks ago (my darn phone wasn't working so I didn't get it right away) but all is good... We meet up, have a nice time and well I think he is gone again lol.... Then the guy who was lots of fun was suppose to come over this weekend but well... I cancelled that one. It's not that he isn't fun he is... Just.... I want more, not from him just more in general... Being with people who don't care about you, or you don't care about them just leaves me feeling bad and feeling like something is still missing. So thought it was best to just not go there this weekend. Though I do hope he still sticks around friend wise :)

It would be nice to actually find someone who wants to spend time with me the way I want to spend time with them... Some one to go out with and just have fun. I miss fun.... My life these days just don't seem very fun... What was I thinking when I said I wanted to grow up? So this blog tended to turn in a direction I wasn't planning to go... So much for funny LOL....

Well my phone here at work is ringing like mad and won't shut up... I keep telling it to but it's just not listening to me so I guess I should answer it.... I will try to talk to you peeps laters!

Weird Dreams

So the other night I have this really weird dream...
I have this dream about this doll some guy makes himself (she was a beautiful doll btw) that is trying to kill me... A FREAKEN DOLL!!! I am 26 yrs old... Does anyone NOT find this a bit disturbing that a grown adult is dreaming about a DOLL trying to kill them??? What does a dream like that mean????? Other then the obvious that I really probably need a shrink Sigh..... I can kick the dolls ass if I wanted too and yet I run from it. Which amazingly it manages to kill a lot of people in my dream as well. And no I didn't watch child's play recently, indulge in any drugs or alcohol the night before. It's just my own messed up mind. I swear I can have the dumbest dreams sometimes...

So my question to you is what is your most recent dumb dream?

Where people stick their noses...

Hello I guess the first thing you should do with things like this is introduce yourself...

So hi there my name is Misty (as I am sure you can read on the URL of my blog) and if you can't read then you are going to have a really hard time with this blog!

Well lets see here I am a single mom of three children and I am a whole 26 yrs old.... Now before you ask, yes I knew what birth control is, yes I know how to practice self control, I just chose not to LOL.... Got it lol... Thought I would try some humor... Really though, I get all the time comments like, I must have my hands full. Or the better you then me... Which I guess I am glad to hear that because then what would happen to these kids with that comment? However, I never seem to get why people MUST impose and add their humble opinions. Like for instance say one day I meet my prince charming (from what rock he seems to be hiding from? Maybe he is under the mess of toys in the kids room??? Now that I think about it hmmmm maybe that is what happend Jerry???? Was wondering where he went. interesting... )

anyways, say I meet my prince and decided I would just love to pop another kiddo out! Now what business is it of anyone elses if I do so? I mean is anyone else but me carrying the child for nine months? Is your stomach getting stretched with stretchmarks that (note to new mothers: THAT DO NOT GO AWAY WITH LOTION even if you use the shay butter baby! Give it up your getting stretch marks if you are ment to have them whether you like it or not), I am the one who indures any sickness (which lucky I don't tend to get sick prego) I endure having the thing the size of a watermelon come out of a size of a lemon! I am the one that will be waking in the nights, going to the doctor visits, having throw up in MY hand, hearing constantly but she is sticking her tongue at me and things like but he touched me... Or how about the I didn't color with the marker on the wall (which the child has marker stains every where including some how in their freaken hair?) ... So what's it to you that I would want another child in the future... Now wait..... Why do I? Another blog for another day maybe....

So anyways, I was introducing myself... So okay we have established that I have three children and I am annoyed by comments about me having three... Next, okay yes I am single.... I am going through a divorce. I have been seperated from my ex for oh, 16 months hoping to get the divorce final in November! Whoo-hooo I am so glad (no offense to him) but I am so throwing a party... Everyone we are meeting a Pete's piano bar, dates and times will be posted at the closer date LOL.... No really it's been pretty easy, the only reason why things have been delayed is for some money issues on my part... Divorce is just not cheap! Funny costs you what like 50 bucks to get married at a JP costing me 1200 to take it back??? LOL how is that fair? Sigh... Oh well it's worth it in the end.

Aside from the stresses of being the single mom... I can at least say I have lost 62lbs... So I am happy for that Pics will be listed below.... So that's been one plus... However, dating on the other hand... I am really wondering if I have SMACKED on my head only men with serious emotional issues OR those who are in relationships please talk to me??? I mean look at me I am not a "bad" looking girl... And yes I can be a little on the nuts side, I will admit it... BUT GEEZ... You should of seen some of the men that messaged me on yahoo profiles... I swear do mean even READ the profile.. Because no where did it say I fancy men who are in their 60's OR does it say that while I wear woman's clothing I would like my mate to wear them too???? I don't recall saying that in the profile???????? SO how is it then I would get an "ice breaker" of looks like we have a lot in common or some crap like that???????? Or how about the I am not looking for a a one night stand and I get messages about hooking up for a one night stand (granted I did consider one, oh wait I am not suppose to share that).... Back that up... Anyways but Seriously men out there take the time to READ the profile instead of just drooling over the pic I mean what did you do wipe the drool on the screen to where you couldn't then read what I wrote??????? Sigh.... So I have given up on that route for a little while...

Let's see what else about me.... about me.... Well I guess I shouldn't share all in one day because then what will you have to read about tomorrow... So until then... Have a great night, blow off the unnecessary advice, ignore those who don't know how to read, and sleep well :)

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